A deep and somewhat cleansing conversation with two friends at 1 in the morning has made me to write this note at this drastic time!!
Ever felt the urge to know whats around the next corner although your stop is before it?? Ever stood on your toes to peep and see whether the grass on the other side was actually greener?? Ever wondered how those monumental structures of the past came to be and still exist while after all this technology now structures fall down like a house of cards? Ever wanted to know how the sun, stars and bodies in space change our very existence from generations before to time to come??? Ever wondered why the fascination of the unknown is always more zesty than the information or knowledge that is fed to us throughout our years in education???????????? And what is the secret to life and the universe?
Personally the adventure and ecstasy of knowing of the unknown has been a pure constant of my life so far!! T.V, Books and Internet have opened myself to knowledge vast throughout the years however the fill is still not tasteful until there is some first-hand experience involved! Conspiracies, legends, myths, science! Pure harmonic euphoria! I wanna climb the highest peaks, crawl through the smallest caves, dig up bones in the deepest of depths, fly straight up with the Sun and stars as my map through the universe!!! Imagination adds to the taste of this wonderful experience and actually I'm glad that I won't be able to do most of that I dream in my lifetime because what comes after that? There is just so much that my mortal state can bear and do I truly wanna lose sumthing that has kept me on a track of wonder in my life? I suppose not!!!
Another segment of this entire journey to the unknown also has to do wit my own self-existence. Who am I? Ever asked that question a hundred times a day and not be able to give a justifiable answer! Thats cos we dont know ourselves! We just know the tip of the iceberg of who we are! We all protect ourselves with a bubble of self-comfort and for most people knowing more of themselves makes this bubble smaller! But I take it and actually use it to make my bubble bigger because the more I know of myself, the more I understand myself! The more I can control who I am and what I wanna become!!!
A topic I could rant for long but I'm just losing time I could spend wondering, dreaming, excavating and attempting to understand the wonders that wander all around me!!! Cheerz to curiousity!!
life, love & sex.
13 years ago
