Do I Dare To Dream

I lay down to sleep and ponder on what beauty I shall see
I close my eyes and await the wonders that I shall see

There are birds chirping and the rain falls peacefully
I can finally hear the Earth breathe with me
The machines are silent
And the words are not violent
I feel the glow of joy as people pass me by
The distant voices of choirs fill the sky
The guns are absent
And love is present

I can feel the Earth live with me!!!!

Damn it!!! I WOKE UP!!!

(Junk) Food For Thought Vol.2

DONT STEREOTYPE!! rebel yells dat v hear very often from society and the media! but the big question from this end is 'who doesnt stereotype??' I mean c'mon v all involuntary judge people at first in our heads on their appearance, race and people they hang out with... the choice is ours whether v listen to those thoughts and accept them or just trash them in our minds! Oh i bet most of u are going 'no i never ever judge people at first' but with the influence of the world around us it is impossible to say so!

Well obviously by experience v know dat not all stereotypes hold their so called assumptions but how many times have u just stopped to say 'ah that is such a *blank* thing to do' or 'i knew it when i saw him or got to know he was a *blank*!!!' Now is being a stereotype worse or being a hypocrite??? or is the term stereotype not defined well? is there a natural amount of stereotypeness dat is allowed as a tolerance to not being called a stereotype?? if so wat is the limit??? can v just pick on certain people? or is it by the way they luk??? hmmm ponder ponder! dont blow ur brains thinkin too much now!!!

Sterotype or hypocrite??? hehe!!!!!

Curiosity Of A Dead Cat

A deep and somewhat cleansing conversation with two friends at 1 in the morning has made me to write this note at this drastic time!!

Ever felt the urge to know whats around the next corner although your stop is before it?? Ever stood on your toes to peep and see whether the grass on the other side was actually greener?? Ever wondered how those monumental structures of the past came to be and still exist while after all this technology now structures fall down like a house of cards? Ever wanted to know how the sun, stars and bodies in space change our very existence from generations before to time to come??? Ever wondered why the fascination of the unknown is always more zesty than the information or knowledge that is fed to us throughout our years in education???????????? And what is the secret to life and the universe?

Personally the adventure and ecstasy of knowing of the unknown has been a pure constant of my life so far!! T.V, Books and Internet have opened myself to knowledge vast throughout the years however the fill is still not tasteful until there is some first-hand experience involved! Conspiracies, legends, myths, science! Pure harmonic euphoria! I wanna climb the highest peaks, crawl through the smallest caves, dig up bones in the deepest of depths, fly straight up with the Sun and stars as my map through the universe!!! Imagination adds to the taste of this wonderful experience and actually I'm glad that I won't be able to do most of that I dream in my lifetime because what comes after that? There is just so much that my mortal state can bear and do I truly wanna lose sumthing that has kept me on a track of wonder in my life? I suppose not!!!

Another segment of this entire journey to the unknown also has to do wit my own self-existence. Who am I? Ever asked that question a hundred times a day and not be able to give a justifiable answer! Thats cos we dont know ourselves! We just know the tip of the iceberg of who we are! We all protect ourselves with a bubble of self-comfort and for most people knowing more of themselves makes this bubble smaller! But I take it and actually use it to make my bubble bigger because the more I know of myself, the more I understand myself! The more I can control who I am and what I wanna become!!!

A topic I could rant for long but I'm just losing time I could spend wondering, dreaming, excavating and attempting to understand the wonders that wander all around me!!! Cheerz to curiousity!!

Narcissistic Nirvana (a journey to bliss)

reasons follow the treached path of evil
hold on, through the seasons of emptiness
walk on, through the valley of wickedness
when u pass u will face ur demons

repulsive, revolting, it will be vile
insolence, defiance, will be ur last whine
repulsive, revolting, it will be vile
insolence, defiance, will be ur last whine

failing will make u look feeble
further, the deepest canyons should be passed
harder, the march will be till the last
when u pass u will face ur demons

repulsive, revolting, it will be vile
insolence, defiance, will be ur last whine

the journey to bliss
an ever-winding road
the journey to bliss
keep aside ur woes

repulsive, revolting, it will be vile
insolence, defiance, will be ur last whine
repulsive, revolting, it will be vile
insolence, defiance, will be ur last whine

Duel With The Devil

The story begins when i was young
Felt like my head weighed a ton
I was picked up by an angel's son
Who told me get up we've got to run

Now its time to break away
The devil's on my back
Trying to take my soul away
He said that i wont ever get it back

My legs now can't take no more
The soles of my feet now are sore

Now its time to break away from the shackles of this hell
U say i'm imperfect but i dont care u didnt have to tell
I know i'm not perfect
I know i'm merely a man
Who cares for everything round him
And who has two feet to stand

So i stand upto the devil with no remorse
I said to his face take what u want
But my soul is mine go find your own
And cant take it out of me cos damnit i'm strong

(Junk) Food For Thought Vol.1

hey u! yep u! hold it right there! i wanna tell u sumtin..shuffles to the left.. do u know that the sky is generally blue? i know scarily it is and dey tell us that there is nothing up there but a layer of air followed by an eternity of vacum and solid objects floating within it then how come its blue? hmm dey say that water particles float around mixd with other gases makes dat colour.... well i threw sum soda (water and gas) in the air and ges wat? i got wet! u know this whole science thing is pissing me off nothing is wat it seems!

another interesting thesis is dat there is another parallel universe in between the atoms of our universe! well i know dat most of my frenz are usually lost in their own parallel universe lyk J.D from Scrubs but leavin dat aside! just imagine a parallel universe where there would be chocolate volcanos, ocassional rains would include hershey's kisses, cheesecake would be our staple food, all national anthems would be done by Metallica or Dimmu Borgir (choice on the nations viewpoint on religion),women actually acknowledge wat men say, george w. bush was a saint, all the religious leaders of the world actually follow their religion, people stop stereotyping others! ahh too gud to be true! so i guess that thesis is down in trash can too! but wat a world dat would be! =D

The Chapters Of My Critical Musing Commence!

The birth of the blog! Probably the chapter that would be least read by anyone as to not many actually scroll to the end of the blog to read it!
However, for personal satisfaction I shall want to keep it of importance!

The following never-ending line-up of scriptures that will follow suite from this point onwards shall be an attempt to apply the few thoughts of many that constantly distort my mind into words and hopefully exhibit and expose their true nature!

This blog shall spread on light, dark, mind, soul, fact, fiction, reality, fantasy and everything in between!!! It maybe awkward even to the most random of bloggers and blog-readers as to how all the topics of this blog fall under a certain category or even fall into the certain head! But I hereby take a solemn oath and assure you that:

'This blog shall not consist of random and useless blabber of one's stupid personal life matters! However, it shall not exclude randomness and thought. This blog shall need a sharp mind to read and understand. This blog shall bring something unique, genuine and fresh to the table!'

Sincerely hope that thy journey through my mind shall be delightful, eerie, enlightning or rather entertaining as a whole! Drop a comment and it shall be entertained as deserved!